If I could ever write it, would someone read it??

Posted by jammerlich on July 7, 2005, at 23:44:41

I'm still torturing myself over this letter to my former therapist. It has been so excruciating to try and write. One sentence and I am reduced to tears.
At the rate I'm going, it could be weeks before I finish it, but would any of you be willing to look it over for me when the day comes? A lot is riding on this so I care very much how I come across. It's so hard to find a balance. I want to be reasonable but not so reasonable that it seems like I don't care. And I want to impart how important this all is to me without seeming manipulative or too needy. It's so hard. I'm afraid every word is going to be analyzed.
For some reason, I'm not comfortable with the idea of posting it here. I'm not exactly sure why. Maybe I'm worried my former T or someone else who knows me reads here?? I'd be more comfortable babble mailing.
Again, it's not even finished yet. I guess I'm hoping that having someone willing to read it and give me feedback will help me get a move on and not be so scared.

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If I could ever write it, would someone read it?? jammerlich 7/7/05
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