Posted by rainbowbrite on June 5, 2005, at 18:35:16
In reply to Re: i'm the biggest » shrinking violet, posted by rainbowbrite on June 5, 2005, at 18:23:02
lets try this again.....I shouldnt have put failure in the subject.
What my question is....is that I DONT want to go to therapy, I really do not enjoy it...I dont like dwelling, i freak out when people know too much about me.It happens on a daily basis for me here when I say something and then Im like sh*t I wish I hadnt said that, with all the people Ive met here that I am close with I am getting used to it but I tend to have freeflowing thoughts that blab their way out of my mouth or fingers. Maybe cause I dont talk about it to anyone I dont know??
So what Im getting at with is that I dont like to reveal my vulnerable side and probably will do so less now that I 'know' some people here. Am i screwy? Yes!! No denying that. But I know I *need* therapy but it all turns into more of a 'friendship' relationship...ugh. Maybe I dont absolutely need it. I dont know. I just figure there must be others that understand what Im saying. I dont like therapy, I dont care if I have it, but I know its needed. Make sense?yeah right!...Its probably all the sugar talking cause I lost myself LOL
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