Posted by B2chica on May 12, 2005, at 13:15:42
In reply to how to get it out?, posted by B2chica on May 5, 2005, at 11:27:26
i was so full of anxiety i thought i'd explode on wed. i was in the hosp (safe) and ready to spill everything to T.
he didn't come ;(
i'm sure it was me that misunderstood but i thought he'd come and see me wed so i could get the rest out in a safe place.
course someone said that he may not be able to come see me cuz insu. won't pay while px is in hosp.
or there was some other breakdown of communication. all i know is i was ready. and now somehow i'm all closed up.
i'm even a little humiliated at what i've told him so far and am afraid to see him.
i think i'll take some of your advice and wear my favorite hoody to next session (friday) and cover up when needed.why won't these dang suicidal thoughts go AWAY!!!!!
b2c.
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