Posted by alexandra_k on May 9, 2005, at 4:33:51
He he.
I guess everyone knew that already ;-)
I mean I'm physically sick
(please don't redirect - I'm getting there, I'm getting there...)
Some kind of nose / throat infection. I've been fighting it off for the last few days.
It is really a pain.
I saw my time in hospital as a break.
I can't believe I got three whole weeks off work.
And now...
The second week back
I get sick.I really did rest in my time off too. Took it real easy. But I didn't feel like I had three weeks off when I started back. Felt like a few days. So I am run down already. Just when I was starting to think I needed to push myself a little. I need to take it easy again.
I feel pretty bad.
I know it doesn't help to tell myself what I 'should' be doing.
But I guess I'm not as well as I thought I was.
I'm not as well as I start to think I am sometimes.
I could never ever work a proper job full time.
Really.
I couldn't do it.
What I am doing is hard enough.I told my t that the funding didn't come through.
I don't know what she is going to do
Where she is going to be at.
I don't think she feels comfortable seeing me without some input from community mental health. But now that is gone.Trying not to feel small.
Trying not to.
I've still got her - right?
And failing that...
I've still got you guys.
Time for bed I think.
Sorry I haven't been around all that much.
I think it is winter.
Winter is setting in over here.
Yuck.
poster:alexandra_k
thread:495444
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