Posted by pinkeye on May 7, 2005, at 15:14:30
In reply to Great to hear! (nm), posted by whirlpool on May 7, 2005, at 14:31:53
Thanks guys :-)
Actually on second thoughts, maybe it is my same old pattern of doing things.. when things get too hard, I just pretend everything is fine.. and fool everyone and keep it to myself.. and use my logical strength to substitute and repress my emotions again.. I just caught myself doing the same thing yesterday..
Yesterday I came home and went to the bathroom, and started crying so uncontrollably in the bathroom, just like how I used to as a child.. I didn't even think I would want to cry.. I was actually quite happy - atleast I thought so. But then I started crying so much, and thankfully my husband wasn't at home.. But I used to do this all the time in childhood, pretend that I was happy to everyone and then cry all by myself inside the bathroom.
But anyway, I think it is a good sign.. I think there is some huge cleaning up going on..
Thanks so much guys for your support. It is amazing.
poster:pinkeye
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