Posted by Susan47 on April 19, 2005, at 15:23:42
In reply to Re: Women and ADD » Susan47, posted by pinkeye on April 19, 2005, at 13:13:49
I actually am so used to him not responding that I would be shocked if he actually ever did acknowledge my existence without having been prodded by me. Why do I need him to acknowledge me so badly? I need it from everybody. And those I don't get it from, I ignore. So why can't I ignore this guy? Why is my mind being strangled in a noose of my own making? Why is my heart flying over there, in his direction, without my permission? I never allowed that, I NEVER DID! I feel literally, as though I'm losing any sense of my own identity. I feel like I'm going insane, sometimes. Why does it feel like this man has half of me? WHY??????
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