Posted by Poet on March 3, 2005, at 20:39:54
My T asked (gently, not pushy) why I *supressed* being abused. Why I held it from her, when I know if I had said yes, she wouldn't have pushed me for details.
What did I think would happen if I stopped supressing and started trusting?
Today, I called her and asked if I could see her on Saturday, but she might not be able to. Why when deep down I know I need to trust her, I didn't make that appointment when she first offered it?
It took me an hour to write this post. I am sending it now. No editing, here it goes.
Poet
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