Posted by Miss Honeychurch on January 21, 2005, at 8:32:40
In reply to Bad session, posted by Miss Honeychurch on January 20, 2005, at 14:27:50
I was so afraid to get to work this morning and find no comments on this thread. Sympathy is a wonderful thing!
I won't bring up my view of the session next week. They are so rare, and he is only human. I really think it was due to hunger, but please. Don't wait until 3 pm to decide to eat! Bring a granola bar or something to eat between clients if you have to!
And he did say some very caring things. I just freak out however when people say they are worried about me or concerned, I have no idea why. Because then I begin to worry even more since I know others are worrying about me, it MUST be serious, right? I'm also taking into account any countertransference he may have. Perhaps he had a family member die or the like because she didn't see a doctor on time or didn't take care of herself. He is taking this VERY seriously, much more seriously it seems than all of last year when my father pretty much divorced me. So I'm thinking he has his own issues with this fear of mine.
So we're "desensitizing" me now to the doctor's. I'm supposed to now only refer to them as "physicians" (which, oddly enough, helps somewhat), and this week I am supposed to walk by the physician's office several times. Then when I'm doing my relaxation exercises, AFTER I'm relaxed, I am supposed to think about a "script" inside the physician's office.
Anyway, thanks all for responsinding, I really needed a little support :)
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