Posted by mair on January 20, 2005, at 18:08:26
In reply to i don't want a new T, posted by shrinking violet on January 20, 2005, at 17:46:58
(((((SV))))))
I want to say more, but for now I just have a question: What would you be feeling about therapy if you weren't coming off this long break and if you didn't have to lose your T in a few months?
Sometimes I want to quit therapy not because I think it's making me worse or that I don't need it or that I'd be better off without it, but just because I don't really see myself getting over some invisible hump and I just want to avoid the pain of T.
How much of this really is being angry, not necessarily at your T, but even just being angry about your situation and thinking that if you can't have T with her, you just don't want therapy?
I can see how so much of what has been posted here lately would be triggering.
Mair
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thread:444799
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