Posted by messadivoce on December 15, 2004, at 20:20:17
I have my last session before Christmas break tomorrow. I sure hope it's a good one. Last week's so was so rough. My new T is not very sensitive sometimes. She kind of beats me over the head with painful truths about myself. Well, it seems like that because my old T was so gentle. I'm probably remembering it to be a lot worse than it was. But I still wish I could just skip it.
I am going to bring the letter I wrote my old T and if the moment's right, I'll read it to her. It would feel funny if she read it out loud in front of me. She has some of the old e-mails I sent my T and when she reads them out loud in front of me it really hate it. Why is that?
I'm glad to say that for the past week I haven't been in as much agony about my old T. I have been busy with finals, it's true. But I think all that crying last week helped a lot, although it sure feels sucky while it's happening.
I hope everyone here is doing alright. Thanks for reading my ramblings.
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