Posted by Froso on November 8, 2004, at 2:13:38
In reply to Re: told her I need her but felt bad afterwards, posted by lifeworthliving on November 7, 2004, at 13:44:39
Maybe it's because I'm not working at the moment and I have so much time to think and fantasizing I'm talking to her about all these things I don't tell her at the end when I'm there. I see her twice a week and the time before the weekend is the hardest as I have to wait for five days until I see her again. She has given me her mobile number as well but I've never called. I actually called her once at her office but that was when I had stopped the medication and I was having racing thoughts and couldn't stop my mind but of course I felt horrible afterwards like a little kid. Now I'm back on my medication but on a lesser dose fortunately. She is a psychiatrist so she takes care about that too which makes me even more dependent. I'm not even sure that therapy is working, I don't know what I should expect. My self confidence and self-esteem have reached zero and nothing seems to be working. At least I'm writing here.
Thank you for your response.
Froso
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