Posted by Susan47 on September 9, 2004, at 15:59:35
In reply to Re: I don't know, I feel like I've made him into this » Susan47, posted by pantt on September 9, 2004, at 14:27:41
I've got tears running down my stupid face again. You do understand. He was so important to me and I just gave him such a hard time. I don't know why, I just don't and now I can't go crawling back because I don't have the money to do that and I feel like my life is a stupid sh** basket full of crap. I can't live up to anybody's expectations much less my own and I'm alone and ugly and can't do anything right and ogodithurtssomuchf I'ms orry I'm posting this but thank you for understanding I just need to talk I just need to cry and talk and feel better please and thank you.
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