Posted by B2chica on July 13, 2004, at 9:05:42
In reply to Re: suicidal thought remorse? » B2chica, posted by 64bowtie on July 12, 2004, at 16:31:48
> >>>....maybe it's part because i 'failed' at what i had planned to do.
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> <<<Would you be more able to accept failure as a possibilty if I told you that I have failed, and I'm still here?... It never seems to get better or worse. It just gets different.Thanks Rod, actually yes. i think you have a great outlook.
-i too feel like i'm on borrowed time. And it seems my 'personality' (though not DID) has changed and "super b$tch is back. I'm curious and don't give a flying #@$% what others think. in fact i'm a cutter and since i've switched i don't have any desire to cut except last night but it was because i was curious so i did a little and Man it HURT. i never usually feel the pain but that's the wimpy crybaby b2c. and Now I'M back. i'm strong, and i'm ready to kick A@#. and i'm gonna do Whatever I can get away with!!! it's liberating isn't it!!!
Thank you thank you for the kind words and encouragement.
I love your posts."ready to fight the world" B2C.
> Perhaps I feel I'm on borrowed time and I wanna see how much I can get away with?!?.
> I'm also curious, alot!
> Rod
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