Posted by cubic_me on June 18, 2004, at 11:07:32
For most of the last 7 years I've had suicide bouncing around in my head. I'm fed up with it. I wish I could either make it go away or kill myself.
I was talking about it with my T and said I'm not really bothered by them now, and just let them wash over me, but I guess thats not true all the time, and in the past despair has got me to the point of suicide.
Has anyone got any tips on how to avoid these thoughts? At the moment I'm just trying to stay busy but I'm so exhausted with depression and everything else that I want to be on my own most of the time. I don't see my T for another month as I'm going away and she doesn't do the phone thing.
I'm pretty sure I can keep safe, it's just that I need to get on with my life and these thoughts are affecting my work and how I socialise.
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