Posted by emmaley on April 23, 2004, at 15:55:18
In reply to Re: So much to do...... » emmaley, posted by Dinah on April 22, 2004, at 20:46:28
You know, I am not sure if and how the erotic transference/countertransference factor into the therapeutic relationship. My attraction towards my therapist has decreased significantly, or I should say that it never has reached overwhelming proportions. I am sure that the fact I am very in love with my current partner helps a lot--I can just see how if I weren't being fulfilled in my personal life in regards to intimacy and caring I would crave it from him a lot more.
Anyhow, I have been carrying this load of work since Feb. It's nothing new, actually, since I used to work anywhere from 60-100 hours at my previous job just last year, doing emergency work. I am definitely feeling exhausted, but this is something I have chosen. I really appreciate all of your kind words. Life is tough for me right now, juggling different roles and trying to self-care and be out there in the world. Today I feel slightly better. I am going to have an afternoon of free time to just rest, and tomorrow I will start on another school project.
BUT THAT'S TOMORROW! (I am so happy.)
I feel a lot of sadness and grief terminating therapy, yet I am not sure if there is any other way. Hopefully he will give me good referrals to a female therapist. I am really looking for some good nurturing and empowering, and, of course, further insight and courage.
Thanks, guys.
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