Posted by lonelygirl on March 19, 2004, at 2:50:20
In reply to Re: I hate therapy (rant) » tinydancer, posted by DaisyM on March 14, 2004, at 14:25:13
> Therapy has definately made me more aware of how lonely I am, how there is a huge hole in my life.
Wow. I really, really, identify with that. Before I started going to counseling, I was, not happy, but not upset that I don't have any friends or really any close relationships with anyone, and I even TOLD the psychologist this... But after I started going, I started to feel really lonely and empty.
Also, for some reason, after I leave my psychologist appointments, I feel really horrible, as though I am having a breakdown. I feel like I want to die. I even feel kind of suicidal; like I want to kill myself, except I know that I am not going to. I look forward to seeing him all week, sometimes unbearably, but then when it’s over, I feel like $#!& again. I am afraid to tell him that this happens, in part because I don’t want him to think I’m that crazy, but also because I could be punished by my school (seriously) if he reports that I am “a threat to [my]self or others.”
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