Posted by DaisyM on January 22, 2004, at 21:23:34
In reply to Re: Admitting Thoughts - Caution, could trigger » DaisyM, posted by Penny on January 22, 2004, at 19:45:32
I feel pretty strange about the whole thing. Like I've been sick for awhile but am recovering. That weak, kind-of dizzy feeling. I find myself wondering what he thinks of me now...
And somehow, I almost feel like I should apologize. It sounds so "drama-queenish" -- definately not my usual style. But the conversation was not dramatic at all. I didn't feel threatened or judged, in fact, he made me feel safe. Isn't that weird in a conversation like that? I still am not sure how we got there...how he picked up those signals. I didn't realize I was giving them off. Then again, I've been in a fog.
See what multiple sessions do to you?!
We aren't nearly done with all this hard stuff so I'm a little nervous about next week. There is a big "anniversary" on Monday that I'm sure will trigger a down slide. He knows this and we have a plan. Still...I think I'm looking forward to March!
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