Posted by crushedout on January 4, 2004, at 15:10:16
In reply to Re: Do I really want to feel? » Dinah, posted by femlite on January 4, 2004, at 10:03:30
I think I know exactly what you mean, femlite. I want to feel alive, too. It's a great feeling, and hard to find sometimes.Safe is nice, too. Can we have both simultaneously? That must be the ideal.
> I want to feel alive. I feel numb and depressed most of the time.
> Safe is a good want.
> I know fear is what drives me to do the dumber things I do.
> But i remember a day, not long ago, (because of a certain med) I went out side. Does that sound strange? The walls of my bedroom are like a prison to me. That day, I went outside! I wanted to be outside! It wasnt an especially nice day, but it felt so good to want to do it.
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> > Can I take it? Do I want it? It's not very safe, is it? I want to feel safe more than anything in the universe.
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