Posted by justyourlaugh on February 25, 2003, at 14:22:08
one minute i am crying,
the next psycotic,
disasscoiating,
angry and want to be alone,
lonely and need a friend,
anxoius and shaking,
cold and tired
hot and panic stricken from horrid thoughts,
i feel so very confused and frustrated,
i am on meds-been on something for about a year.
it is very exhausting to do this day after day.
any helpful thoughts?
ihavent drank lately,but it acts as a mood stablizer for me...
somtimes i am a suicidle psychotic drunk,
othertimes i am top of the world and looking for love.depending on my mood when i am drinking.
sorry about spelling,
j
poster:justyourlaugh
thread:203733
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