Posted by Dr-Eamerz on November 8, 2002, at 13:56:53
OK..
I dislike going out ..it's as if there's too much imput..I get irritated everyone moves slow sounds are LOUD lights hurt..it's as i pick up negetive thoughts from people although I'm not scared.
It's chaos...I feel a hate I see hate and greed, I'm angery at the stupidity of people I just wanna go back home.
I go out sometimes for a walk in the middle of the night when everyones not around..then I feel OK...it's enjoyable
This has been a problem a long time..I drank to solve it.
I have no interest socially outside ~I get bored..people thing it's weird~i don't care
It's not a fear thing it's a total disinterest?Anyone know of a deserted island : )
I have to be in constant self control it wears me out...I get home and sleep.
Is it phobia or a bipolar thing..
T he reason I'm asking is I'm filling in a form and need to try and establish this medical condition(apart from mood disorder)thanks hope you can understand my post......
poster:Dr-Eamerz
thread:1485
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