Posted by alexandra_k on June 6, 2019, at 17:30:52
In reply to Re: good advice then and now » beckett2, posted by sigismund on June 5, 2019, at 23:58:44
No, i am not feeling any better.
I didn't have a problem coming back to New Zealand. I thought I could work my way up, again. I thought things would be okay. People would realise that I was smart and I was a hard worker and things would be okay.
But those traits are not valued, here.
I would love to move back to America -- but I'm not playing the whole 'in however many generations' game. Because there is no way I would inflict this (horrible horrible horrible life I did not ask to be born) on someone I supposedly 'love'. That really makes no sense, at all.
It isn't mental illness. It is just people ignoring me and treating me like garbage indefinately because it is fun for them and because they think they can get away with it.
So...
I've seen nothing but corruption in our education system since I came back, here. People seem intentionally selected to teach because they are incompetent at getting their own work done.
People just will not play the game of doing their job to the best of their ability. It's all about 'how low can we go'. How little work they can get away with doing -- while seeking more money / promotion, of course.
I would rather die than be like them.
And they can see that / tell.
And there we are.
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