Posted by rjlockhart37 on September 25, 2023, at 16:12:21
In reply to Re: my story, posted by rjlockhart37 on September 23, 2023, at 15:42:28
I've been thinking - in scripture and bible, it said t forgive your trespassers, or people who violated you. To let it go, and not stay in your heart. Unforgiveness, associated with bitterness, and it gets into the heart. I've been abused, or violated, the pain or the memory of it, having fear, and anger it stay with me. It's like bad memory, that you try to put away. I was never sex abused, nor physical, but it was psychologically, and it caused memory loss. I don't want to talk about it, but when i was vulnerable after being thrown into a psych hospital during diagnosis. I got out of psych, went home, they were so mean to them and i was psychologically vulnerable, there was no psychical stuff it was being torn apart with being so mean and abusive. It caused some trauma. But you have to lt it go, and forgive. It made me so angry, retaliations and getting abusive with them back. Then real fist fights started, and they were serious fights. I havee to let it go, but Jesús said you can't have unforgiveness in your heart to enter heavan. Because its bitterness, its gets in the heart. You can't have corruption in your heart to enter heaven. I don't know how to say it, but have a clean heart, let angry and hate, and rage let it go. Forgive, because forgiving lets go of I hate and corruption getting into the heart. I was watching videos on youtube about people who were christains, but they ended up in hell because of their sins, and hate and unforgiveness. She taught the scripture, and minister but she hatd her ex-husband and she did not forgive him..I watched and said when she was in hell, she said why am I here, i taught the bible to people. The lord said because you have hateness in your heart, you never forgive, you had secret plans to punish your ex-husband. So, i don't know what to say, but let hate and bitterness go, don't let corruption get into your heart, let the hate go. I hope maybe someone reads know i want people to be saved. Your valuable, that's flattery because you have a soul, and the lord said to save people. I'll just end this, Jesús said come to me and give your broken hearts to me. Ending this, thank you for reading log, blessed be to you
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-Shannon L Alder
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