Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on April 8, 2009, at 17:02:58
Going to put this out.
Alot of times, after self-awareness, around that time, 17. I used, picked up images, and act's i would see, and intrigrate them into an image.
Alot of times, I walk into a place, people don't really care I'm there, but i'll make comment's that are "deep", over the top, indirect, passive aggresive, i think is what it is. It's mainly, your just discusted with reality based on the mood inside, not external, Lolipopland, going to celebrity party (has not happened, but just an example) it doenst have an effect, it's more, I give off a postive "feeling" other's feel, when i'm happy, it attracts, not through talking, or anything external. It's just "magnetic", like a light, warm. It goes out, the effect of the enviorment goes out.
Not saying, anything "law of attraction". I picked up some book about it, threw it down, in a bad mood. But it happens, at times, just like I bring life to places i go. Then, it zaps, depending on what, state of mind, what i'm thinking about, stuff.
Using an image, usally it's acted out. Certain people like what, i show. It's the image in my head that's projecting it. So, not other personalites (please! do not get that thought). It's mainly unstable image.
thoughts?
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thread:889518
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