Posted by Nadezda on August 31, 2008, at 18:40:18
In reply to Re: my love/hate relationship with me, posted by riot on August 31, 2008, at 12:44:03
Hi, riot. I feel very sad to read about your disillusionment and really difficult experiences.
I'm glad though that you haven't become cynical. If you do have hope, you have something to work with. Maybe slowly you can get back to the person you want to be, and turn more towards the career you want.
I find it's important to stick to the things that mean a lot, even if there are obstacles to accomplishing them. In the end, you have things worth working for.
Over time, you'll get more friends, I"m sure-- if that's what you want. Sometimes people disappoint us or move away, but there are the few who stay close, even over distances. Just hang in there-- You sound like you have a lot of potential to pursue, you just haven't figured out how to keep in touch with the parts of you that you like and love-- and the things that you want.
It doesn't have to stay that way, though.
Nadezda
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