Posted by Poet on March 15, 2009, at 12:58:20
In reply to Re: Self Hatred Gained Weight, posted by sam K on March 12, 2009, at 17:12:39
Hi Sam,
Purging isn't working, dieting like a "normal" person by cutting calories and exercising isn't working, either. Maybe one of those fasting diets, though being bulimic, restricting food would be hard, but not as hard as seeing how fat I am.
I know wanting to flip out very well, if my husband and I didn't share one bathroom, I'd blacken out the mirrors, especially the full length one on the door. Though I look down and see how tight my jeans still are.
Thanks for letting me vent and, unfortunately, for understanding feelig like a big fat ugly cow.
Poet
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