Posted by BetweenDreams81 on December 24, 2010, at 18:40:06
I'm apologizing first because, this probably does not belong in this particular forum, however, I haven't posted in any of the others so feel most comfortable here.
I am going nuts! I really need to see someone (ie: pdoc) but I don't have the money to see the one I want to see ($350 for the eval). So I found a low cost/sliding scale provider, but their first opening is in middle of January when I leave to go to Florida to start all over again with my business, and I was really hoping to be solid before getting there. I am so afraid of slipping back into a deep depression like I did last year. (Can feel the slump starting) I'm frustrated, it is such a catch 22...need money to get better, and if I'm better I'm productive/working/making money, but if you don't have $ to begin with you can't get the d@mn help you need be in a better position to continue being well. What to do?? Any suggestions? I am quite literally at the end of my rope here. I'm stressed and anxious and snapping at the smallest things lately and then I hate myself for it. Any suggestions are very much appreciated
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