Posted by Dinah on January 7, 2011, at 11:36:07
In reply to Re: Dr Bob, I'm sorry » Dinah, posted by ou812 on January 5, 2011, at 19:20:30
I appreciate your kind words.
I had a long talk with my therapist and he was firm in his opinion that an infrequently moderated board is not a place that's healthy for me to be, given my strong reaction to feeling impotent in situations that remind me of other times I've been impotent. I agree with him. I spent Wednesday shaking and crying and getting no work done. I had an anxiety attack on Thursday. I'm having intrusive thoughts of a pack of dogs wearing white knee highs and pleated skirts. Circling, circling, teeth bared and gleaming... I'm afraid to close my eyes.
If I have courage, I hope I have the courage to walk away from a community I have called home for many years.
(He's ok with my posting on Psychology, as long as the posters there remain as lovely as they are. So I'm not being cut off entirely.)
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