Posted by johnj1 on December 24, 2009, at 13:14:23
In reply to Re: To Phillipa and all » BayLeaf, posted by Phillipa on December 24, 2009, at 12:26:19
Phillipa:
"Forgiveness is Immediate, Trust is a Progression."
We can never take back or start over IMHO. Our past is part of why we are where we are at. We have to move on. We cannot send inappropriate babblemail without repercussions or over post without upsetting people. You say you argue with people via babblemail. Why? I am not sure how that helps your situation.
You say you need to change your behavior and you say you post because of anxiety and ocd. Has this site improved those symptoms, maintained them or made them worse?
It is up to you, only you, to break those habits. I know you want to pretend this never happened and want it to go away but it is all part of the archives now.
This is the last time I will post to you so take it what it is worth. Please don't babblemail me as I will not respond. I don't believe this post is uncivil but if Dr. Bob deems it such, so be it. I can live with what I do and say.
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