Posted by Lou Pilder on March 10, 2008, at 5:07:47
In reply to Re: Lou's reply to rskonto's post-labratbitr, posted by rskontos on March 9, 2008, at 13:21:46
> Lou, I feel that since Dr. Bob wrote that letter to the Pres. candidates about effective communication between membership and leadership yet here we all are asking for direction and clarification and yet nothing from him in this regard, I am now feeling like a science experiment and I have disclosed very very personal things here. I feel much like I have been let down. Like to him, I am nothing but a lab rat in a cage. That is what I meant. And suddenly I have nothing more to share. It has never been easy for me to open up, I took a huge chance to open up on the psychology board saying the things I have said, I have not posted there since this issue has come to like, I have a deep pit of nothingness in my chest like I have been once again used to just be studied. That is what i meant. I am just waiting now to see what happens. It has been disturbing to say in the least. Somehow this issue has made me feel that all my revelations will come back to bite me in the *ss. You know what i mean.
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> rskrsk,
You wrote,[...nothing from him...feeling like a science experiment...feel..like I have been let down...I am nothing...I have nothing...not posted there since...a deep pit of nothingness...I am just waiting...It has been disturbing...].
I think that your post shows, to me, something that stands out from being a member/participant of this site at this time in relation to the goals of the forum of being for support and education. Looking at the words posted by you such as the words {nothing}, {feel}, {let down}, {just}, {not}, {am}, {deep pit},{disturbing}, I see an overall perception indicated by your words that stand out to me.
There is a method of using words written to deduce what a person's psychological profile is at the time that they write such. I am not an expert at doing that, but perhaps there is someone here that has that expertise and could post to you in this thread concerning your feelings here.
I also know of a remedy for the feelings that you express here in your post but there have been new rules made here about a year ago and I am unsure as to if I could post links and posts from here that have been left to stand here that talk about the remedy for your feelings that you have posted here.
Lou
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