Posted by muffled on August 20, 2007, at 18:16:33
In reply to that's the one i started on :) » muffled, posted by karen_kay on August 20, 2007, at 16:55:45
I'm turning into Bob!?
So...........
This is more about the feeling of being unsupported and excluded. perhaps with a topping of a feeling of rejection?
Bob.
LOL.
Nasty emotions.
I try and stay away from emotions.
They only cause me pain.
I prefer a clinical distance.
Objective observation.
The emptyness of non emotion.
So maybe feelings have inadvertantly been hurt :-(
I somehow doubt it was intentional, but it hurts nonetheless.
And others scramble to protect their exposed flanks.
Its hard.
Hard, hard, hard, sh*t see, TRIGGER.
F*ck sometimes I get all messed by stupid stupid words.
I wish we could not hurt each other.
I wish we could all accept ourselves.
I wish emotions didn't hurt and scare the crap outta me.
I have no T.
Sucks.
I think I should stop now.
I am coldly clinically realizing I am gpoing of on one of my 'turns', much of it completely unrealated to babble.
Sorry.
M
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