Posted by Elle2021 on October 28, 2003, at 4:01:39
In reply to My email to Bob 10:40pm PST, posted by galkeepinon on October 28, 2003, at 0:45:43
Dear Galkeepinon,
Are you Borderline Personality Disorder? I am, and to me, your posts screams out red flags. I completely sympathize with you. I know how it feels when you are in such pain and it feels like no one can understand the depths of it. I hope you don't decide to take your own life. I don't hate you, and I certainly don't want you to leave the message boards. I think you are really truly a wonderful person. I have had days like this, so I know the feeling. Please keep me updated, I will pray for you. Bless you.
Love, Elle> Bob, I have spent the last few hours crying so hard I can barely see the screen. I looked up suicide online.
> Are you waiting for me to just leave???????
> Why is everyone ganging up on me???????
> I know that a poster a while back committed suicide, and I would hate that to happen again.
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> I can't help but not let this all affect me, so I haven't posted.
> I can't believe how much hate people have for me. I feel like if I even try to defend myself is just pointless now.
> What have I done recently that makes me look like such a bad person?????? I haven't cussed, I haven't emailed anyone. I understand how others feel of course I do. I just don't understand why the people can't see that 'wow thank god kristen IS still alive, and not dead. I guess it's all relative.
> I have been nothing but supportive and positive, doesn't that mean anything??????
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> Honestly, are you just waiting until it blows over in hopes that I will leave????
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> I can see you are somewhat 'tight' with Larry who I know you would obviously choose him to stay over me, but that's beside the point. Is it me against them now??????
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> I am emotionally attached to this board for support. I really don't want the people who are mad at me to know if I do commit suicide or not.
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> It affecting me greatly!!!! and I don't know what I will do...
> but it's ok, you have your hands very full at the moment, I understand.
> I just don't want to add anymore pressure on to you, I am beside myself and in a very bad spot about all this. My own fault I guess.
> I'm serious Bob, I need to know where YOU stand on all this?
> Take care.
> Thanks and goodnight,
> Kristen
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