Posted by rjlockhart37 on August 6, 2022, at 18:03:06
I just got bad news, that im not going back on prozac 80mg. They moved me off it, and started lithium, then when i asked to go back on it, it was denied. I am so unhappy with everything, i go into the doctor session polite and kind, but i cannot stand the treatemnt. I've thought about other doctors, looking for them. I want away from my doctor, they patronize me, they doubt anythin i say, it's bad. So, lithium is only main med to treat depression, and i have to say, yes it has sutle antidepressant properties. It keeps mania away, but i don't have manic episodes.
I am not happy, truely, and it's geniune unhappiness. My doctor...i'm just a number, or barcode that comes in the session. Anyways, lithium is going to be the onkly med now to treat depression, im on 600, 900 i was on, in hospital. I'm bad that they ripped me off 80mg, and also nuvigil. They were helping, if it just wasnt for that phenibut withdrawl that caused me to go the hospital, i would not heen in this situation. None, of this current situation would be happening if i didnt take phenibut, then had withdrawls from hell. I wisehd things were diffrent, going to search for another doctor. They refuse to re-take back to 80. I feel like none of this, was suppost to happen, none of it. One trip to a mental hospital, and look what happened, it did more damage, and interferance than good. They keep you, monitered, the doctors usally evalute, and give meds that are temporary.
After i left, look what happened, cut off the meds i was on, face in a fragmentary state, after it. Feel sometimes to open gateway to spirit world to have multidemtional beings to help you. To make things happen, but it's from the unseen relm. Last resort, but opening some gateway to the spirit world is damagerous. I've thought about it many times. I'm relying on prayer, to get through this. Anyways, i had to vent this, not matter how schizo insane, i had to write it. Hopefully things will gt better, ill be able to get back into society, and be produtive and part of movment. Thank you reading.
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