Posted by Jay2112 on January 19, 2019, at 14:06:14
Hey folks...this is the ORIGINAL Jay from Canada. I am posting on my phone, as it is my only internet access right now.
So, I am on 300mg Effexor, 900 mg ,3mg clonazepam, 25mg Noozinan, 50mg Elavil (for sleep, 30 mg Vyvanse
Now, I still have a bit of a sex drive, but, pardon my bluntness, I can't get really hard. I lost a girlfriend last year because of that. Now I have a potentially new girlfriend, and still can't get hard, but can orgasm. Now, lucky me, her last boyfriend also was impotent...and she dumped him.
So, no 1, my sex drive and ED, but also, I need to constantly pop 5mg or more a day of clonazepam, 3-5 Tyleno 3, increase my dose of Vyvavnse constabntly, and same with Lyrica, by the handful. And stiill, my anhedonia and lack of motivation, makes me want to end it all.
So, all this for over 3 years, and no change. I can't take the old MAOI Inhibitors, because I have surgical procedures done regularly, due to a stomach disease. So, moclobemide has been shown to increase male hardness, and sex drive, and relieve anhedonia. I experienced this the last time I was on it, but I only took a tiny dose. I would like to try it again at a higher dose.Do you think this is a good idea? I will lose SOME of the gains of my current medication.But, I am hopeless, esp about my sexuality...being impotent and not being able to enjoy *any* sex, makes me want to end it all. I am tired...soooo tired, esp of it ALL. Should I take door #2, the moclobemide. Yes, yes, I know in trials, moclobemide doesn't stand up tp Parnate, Nardil, etc But, if it gets me morning "wood", I would feel heaven blessedPlus, my depression is anergenic (sp?) as per my high dose of Effexor, and Vyvanse. I am living on disability, and want motivation to also get back to work.
Any help would be greatly appreciated.Oh, I have also tried high dose amantadine,with no luck. :(
I am sad, and tired of being lonely and impotent. Thank you so very much!!
Jay
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