Posted by jonhed on June 11, 2016, at 15:29:04
In reply to I don't think I have any options left, posted by g_g_g_unit on June 11, 2016, at 13:23:55
You are very good at expressing your self in text.
I'm sorry to hear that you're in this situation, and i know it's hell on earth to not even be able to do nothing because of the inner restlessness. It makes you extremely tired to constantly have to do something to avoid feeling intense anxiety or discomfort in your body.
I can't even lay down for 10 minutes after working 4 hours at a "easy"-job, (I work with second hand stuff because i've never had a job before.)
because my anxiety causing so much palpitations and abnormal heart rhythm that it feels like i'm going to stop function when i drift away into sleep.
The only time i can sleep is when i take my sleeping pills (zopiclone 15mg), and it has become a ritual to me in the night to make myself forget that i feel like sh*t so i can sleep for 6 hours.I can't say i know exactly how you feel, but i think it's pretty close.
8 month ago i was at a neurologist to because of my symptoms and they sent me back to the somatic care after ruling out every possible neurological disease.
I'm so tired after 14.00 (i think 2 pm, after lunch anyway), that i can barely stand up, and when i sit down my anxiety shoots up like never before. I have to move my body all the time, eating something, search for something, do the dishes again and again, when i really just want lie down..
I to have OCD and thinks that it might be one of the causes, but i don't know..
I also feel nauseous and dizzy all the time and don't know why. It worries my, but i have gone through every possible test for everything so it got to be psychological.
We have free health care in my country so i take blood samples every month for exactly everything, and the hospital start to get annoyed with me.This does not help you alot i think, but now you know that you're not alone..
I think it helped alot to read what you just wrote.
poster:jonhed
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