Posted by topdog on October 2, 2015, at 15:01:51
Hi!
Things are really bad for me guy's, i'm approaching the absolute end now.
My Nardil stopped working after 7 years of taking it.
At that time while taking Nardil i could function and hold a job to take care of myself. I was on 90mg-s. In the end of August 2015 it stopped working completely, even after rising my dose to 120-mg. My best guess is that the tolerance found its peak and that was it. The Nardil therapy was never a real solution for me- it kept me from sinking, but had its side-effects that never allowed me to create normal relationships or stable life whatsoever. I stopped Nardil a month ago, because it had no effect anymore and now i take no meds at the moment. So again i got this- step in front of the bus depression.
Last spring i self-medicated with ketamine (as the Nardil was getting weaker and weaker), it made me feel like my old self again after all these years, ..nardil just made me high(till it worked) for the first part of the day and crush in the evenings, quite like stimulants i guess- never tried one. The problem with ketamine was that it was self obtained and administered, so i never knew the purity of the product neither i had control of getting it steadily in my bloodstream, because of IM ROA instead of IV infusion. It should be administered as an IV infusion for prolonged time under clinical supervision as most of you may know . It did gave me the best 3 months of my life though, but i had to stop because i couldn't control the dosage- it made me unstable- mostly feeling too good and becoming inadequate at times which as well will ruin your life eventually.
So my main question here is, im out of option now so im leaving my country to get medically supervised ketamine infusions. Anyone know any professional and not mysteriously priced Ketamine Clinics in Australia or US? Im from EU, so no ketamine clinics here.
Regards,
TopDog
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