Posted by rjlockhart37 on June 10, 2015, at 22:40:51
In reply to med absorbation malfunction, posted by rjlockhart37 on June 10, 2015, at 22:13:57
listen i write this posts to vent, and sometimes i tend to just rant on, and this is viewable, and i don't want anyone to think im some out there person, i have a normal life, it's just when i get on babble i like to let my mind go free, and if my friends reads what i wrote, i have to disclaim it, say some other person wrote it, i let my mind go free here, and i do want to teach about things, but the things i wrote here are .... really out there..... so i have to disclaim it.....
just ranted my thoughts.....
just i hope someone knows how i feel inside, i've posted here for years, i have wrote made up stuff, b*llsh*t, but i am being serious about the spirit stuff and what happened in 2009......and my past drug abuse, trips i took, if you ask me i will tell you if it's bullcrap, any post just ask me and i will tell you if i made a bullcrap post.....being honest about my life is what i need to post......
i just want to feel belonged somewhere, i've thought about joining like study society, a couple of them i've looked up on the internet, and maybe to just learn new things and have a since of belonging ... i hate 12 step programs, it's the same boring thing they say in the meetings, move on to something else and learn with study societies......
so, know that i am growing, and will soon cut off the bullcrap stage.....drama
that's all......
good night
r
not a genius but understand pain
"unheard pain is told through good company
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