Posted by rjlockhart37 on March 30, 2015, at 0:06:32
i'm just running on listening hard rock right now.....ill be doing something and then all of sudden get a feeling like dislike and dysphoria, lose all intrest and get discusted, but have to do it because it's a grade
dyspohria makes me lose intrest, and get discusted and more prone to go to pleasurable things for stimulation.....that or load alcohol over the mind with the dysphoira......and get to a differnet state of mind, near drunk, but still functioning......and then alcohol causes depression more in the middle peak of it, it's euphoric and enjoyabltt after 2 hours of first intake then lowers down to depression and inactivity in the following hours.....
the things that eat me up when i think about them, ki have to leave them to god, cannot think about it anymore without eating myself up dry.....worry creates stress and sickness, but it's mainly 2 things, problems solving is a good way to deal to diffocult sitiatoons, but when it's unknown what a situation will happen, just be reading for it.....i think thats more what worry is, having to feel ready for something that makes you feel dread
like i can't deal with the bricks of worry, but don't know how ot get it off of me....
not a genius but understand pain
"unheard pain is told through good company
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