Posted by rjlockhart37 on May 3, 2014, at 1:07:12
it's about almost 1am here in dallas....going to bed soon.....but all this stuff that's been going on, my anxiety attacks, my doctor is not doing anything, so the rebutal to get away from them is coming soon....i have to have money income....and the medications im on right now, maybe somewhat helpful....but they let me deteriate, and not be conparison to anyone, but like i posted, there was a lady dressed slick, and had a sript of vyvanse and klonopin on the payment desk, after i saw that after the repeated times i told me doctor of the severe anxiety, it's not good treatment, and of course they/he/she there selective of their patients, some will have mild anxiety and will given xanax, and others with panic attacks but have substance abuse on record will only get nuerontin or another b*llsh*t offlabel medication.....the amount of anger i have is alot, but it's not going to do any good until i leave....
i have a appointment in october i think....so im in school studying, still living at home yet there's alot of obstacles in the way....one is arrogant doctor thinks i'm a drug addict and will not use anything with abuse potential....leaving me with not being able to withhold a job.....yes, that's the treatment im getting, and it better be recoreded through this post the dangers of addiction medicine, they don't use things that are needed, i know they view as someone who's an addict/abusers but it's something to bewary of and if you read this avoid addiction medication doctors....i have been screwed over multiple times, my medication was messed with, i was ripped off xanax, and slowly lowered my nuerontin....it's horrible treatment, do NOT go any addiction specialist unless it's needed for opiate withdrawls...because that's mainly what they do
The addiction doctors screwed me over caused my whole life to fail....not in blaming anyone but i want make well documented on the treatment they will do on selectivity of patients, and refusal to use drugs even though they may have abuse potential yet they are needed. That's addiction medicines black box....and get another doctor as fast as you can
so until then.....i see the doctor in october....im going to have to learn on my own without any medication help to learn to get on my own.....and really i hope karma will get back to the doctors that inflicted me with rejection and ripped me off my meds all of them.....
anyways ill keep update posts...
thanks for reading friend ..
r
not a scholar but understand distress.....
"unheard pain, is the told through good company"
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