Posted by rjlockhart37 on March 31, 2013, at 22:06:08
its been a rough today, i've been drinking, not alot but ill do anything usally when im s h it moods, the medication im on, im so crazed out because its not working at all, But to the point why im postin this....i've made boo hoo, attention seeking posts, and people outside babble who read think im a nutcase, and i've got to end all of this....be a civil, mature, intelligent poster, and not some person babbling nonsense repulsing people when they read. People have asked me about posting here....not just some of my family, what happend some of my friends googled me, proably doing a background check because they where bored, and they found my name in 2005 post. And now all my blogs are viewable....people i know ask me if im ok, and im like yea....but i know they read this sh*t i've posted. I've got to end this chapter of nonsense. But i have to get something out because all this stuff built up inside me drives me crazy, but at the same time...people read it and say "nutcase" and don't want to have aything to do with me.
ugh.....well, everything happens for reason, so maybe my whole life is posted here for people to read. Fun Fun...
r
not a scholar but understand distress
Med:
Prozac 60mg
Lamictal 200mg
Zyprexa 20mg
Nuvigil 250mg
encourage you to avoid false beliefs
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