Posted by rjlockhart37 on January 13, 2013, at 21:39:42
all this stuff that happened starting in 2005...it was a disaster....i lay in bed evernight begging god to send me back to 2005 to make things right....i so want to go back to 2005.....i was watching a thing on TBN its a christain network....but it was talking about miracles that have happened, and these miracles where the strangest of the strangest...these people in 1849 where heading west for gold rush in california....on there way they lost alot of water, and then they ended up in death valley...which is the worst place to ever end up, even today....but they went looking for a water well....and they fell and could not take the heat...they prayed to God to send a mirable before they died, they got back up and they saw a 1960's gas station, they got water from it and kept a mustang card[the car] and returned to their wagons...now listen, this sounds a crazy as crazy himself...but the kid that got the card still had it before he died in 1920's....it just doesnt make sense....but that shows it is possible to go back in time or forward in time...and i want it so bad...to go back to where I left off in 2005....all this stuff past 2006 was not what i planned....its a dark period like the dark ages....maybe 2013 will be better....
But really all this yearning for the past....what do you call it...nostalgia or something...its vary deep inside me.....but any therpist would say let go of the past....and focus on the future....but just watching that miracle that happened in 1849 of temporarly going into the future for a couple min.....i want to have it so bad....
anyways....i know this is an rj post and not many responses i will get....but thanks for reading....:)
r
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poster:rjlockhart37
thread:1035439
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