Posted by rjlockhart37 on January 1, 2013, at 15:30:02
today.....i've got so mad because of simple things i screw up on....my body is a piece of crap....doesnt work, dizziness, donesnt absorb meds when taken orally....you don't understand how much I curse my body....one problem after another, then dizziness and disorientation when i get buring mad....its like this piece of crap was like this since day 1. No one knows and help either...fix one thing, then something counteracts the solution and then causes more problems. Goodness....i just want to get my head or my whole body and beat the living hell out of it, hit it as hard as I can. I fall apart under stress, when everyone else is progressing....litterly its like mymind falls apart, since of cordination, speech, strength, its like total collapse under extreme situations.
I don't know....all i know is hate every thing in my body...fails all the time.
not a scholar but understand distress
Med:
Prozac 60mg
Lamictal 200mg
Zyprexa 20mg
Nuvigil 250mg
encourage you to avoid false beliefs
poster:rjlockhart37
thread:1034361
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