Posted by ChicagoKat on December 1, 2012, at 11:08:56
In reply to Re: About. Ready. To. Give. Up. Warning:depressing, posted by SLS on December 1, 2012, at 9:07:56
> > I will eventually spiral down until I become homeless and addicted to crack or meth or something. And then it won't be long til I die.
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> Perhaps. Not today, though.
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> Just remember that depression is a dark beast that lies to you and provides you with only exaggerated negative and little or no positive. I cannot take these feelings away from you, but you might offer some resistence to the beast by using your intellect. Since you have chosen to live for one more day, you might as well do it in a positive and constructive way using all of what little God has given you to work with.
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> - ScottThanks SO much Scott. I always appreciate your advice so very much. And you are completely, utterly right this time. I call depression the 100lb evil hairy demon that lives on my back.
I've learned one good thing: when the depression gets really bad, I play my favorite music really LOUD. It brings joy to my heart and because all I can really do is listen to the music b/c it is so loud, it stops my mind from giving in to the beast.
Thanks again, hope you are well,
Kat
Ive got a really bad disease
Its got me begging on my hands and knees
So take me to emergency
Cause somethin seems to be missing
Somebody take the pain away
Its like an ulcer bleeding in my brain
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