Posted by nuricat on November 14, 2012, at 14:03:12
In reply to Re: dissociative disorder and PTSD » SLS, posted by phidippus on October 2, 2012, at 18:39:13
thanks for all the replies to my query about dissociative disorder.
Yes, I have had a dissociative memory problem for 40 years - basically I got emotionally involved with a bogus therapist for eight years. My experiences are in the book "Broken Boundaries" pub. Lulu. If you dont know anything about therapy abuse you obviously wont understand all the implications of this. The nearest thing to it is cult emmbership with a very charming narcissistic individual who tried to hijack my reality. It in fact, isnt an unusual situaitn and therapy in the UK is still unregulated I dont take in new information. Basically, I have got stuck in "fight flight" response.I havent ried any mediction that has worked so far. Ashwaganda, which lowers cortisol helps a
bit. One thing worked too well. In the 70s I got hold of amphetamine and barbiturate and after a lot of trying, managed to "truth drug" myself, with the help of some alcohol as well. I meditated on what had happened and got back t the actual situation, with all my emotions. I became alive again but it was so painful I couldnt hold it.Estelle
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