Posted by ChicagoKat on October 7, 2012, at 7:59:29
In reply to Re: 36 hours of can't stand up, posted by 4WD on October 7, 2012, at 1:08:48
> My mobile phone has deleted mytwo attempts to wrap this up quickly land jm I just cantbdo it again. so in short, when the ParNate exhaustion surprise hit me bad I grabbed onto the intention of stealing a couple if days from the monster by taking a stimulant, knowing the rebound was coming and willing to consider it an acceptable trade off to tolerate that crash along with its potential fatal results in exchange for having two or three practically human days with energy and the ability to experience pleasure again briefly first.
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> So I had my pleasant, almost normal time jerked away because of the bad Adderall plus Parnate recently interaction abduction have ended up back in the couch anyway. But its ok. I am not depressed. I Had maybe 4 good Adderall hours before my bp Bottomed out.
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> Ill take what I got. Its still the best couple of days I've had emotionally in a while .
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> MarshallHi Marsha,
I read your posts and they made me cry. How are you today? Your writing seems a bit better, so that's a good sign. How's your BP? You know, if it's so low, it could be making you feel worse physically and emotionally. If it's still so low, *please* bypass any other option and go directly to the ER. The people you saw yesterday should be sued for asking if you wanted to wait for an appt! Frankly,, as bad as you were sounding ,you needed to be in the hospital. That is why I say go to the ER if your BP is still so low. If it is, getting it corrected will do a lot for your physical/mental well-being.And, most importantly PLEASE don't give up on us and leave us. We selfishly want you to stay. And I promise you, if you can hang in there, Parnate WILL start to help and WILL make you feel better. MAOIs are wonderful drugs, better than any other, IMO, but unfortunately you have to go through a lot - washout, waiting, dealing with food and drug interactions - til they start working. But I've been through it once,, and I tell you it is well worth the wait. Chances are you'll feel better than you have in years, if not decades.
So PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE do not even consider leaving us. Remember, I will always be here to help you carry that 5000lb boulder up that hill.
Feel free to Babblemail me if you want to talk privately.
Kat
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