Posted by b2chica on September 12, 2012, at 15:57:20
In reply to Re: think major mixed episode » b2chica, posted by Phillipa on September 12, 2012, at 15:49:24
i know i was just whats the word. rhetorical.
cuz ive been psychotic depression with manic features. but off and on alleged mixed episodes.tried many mood stabilizers (mostly anticonvulsants) none worked thy actually MADE me cycle even if i wasn't before.
ya i'm 99%sure this is a mixed episode. haven't had one this bad in years. i'm starting to see bugs race across my vision today (and last night but only once last night).
just spent 5 min trying to explain a research study that i've been doing for 3 months now and could only seem to get babble out. i'm talking in circles. like i'm translating everything in my head first incoming and outgoinig. lots of internal noise. probably cuz i'm internalizing physicl activity.
at least the Ec50 i uderstand now. it was, oh and the IA, with the studies i rad.
sorry spelling.
ok. so nee to go read some.thanks
"What is madness, but nobility of soul at odds with circumstance.
The day is on Fire, and i know the purity of pure despair."
Theodore Roethke
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