Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on September 24, 2011, at 23:18:29
This is what has been going on. The only thing that is stopping me from getting on something that is effective and will help me is being stopped by this idiot that knows nothing about what I go through. I am sick and tired of hearing "no stimulants". I want to get even for what she has done to me. I am really angry and fed up with listening to this idiot who has ruined my entire life. I had to say this because I am SO ANGRY. I just wished that someone would come take me away and take care of me.
Now, I need not to think about this because its gonna get me no where. I need to get away from this problem, Maybe God will do something. BUT i've waiting on god too long he does nothing in my timing. Nothing is what he gave me. I prayed today that he would take me thought the valley of darkness with angels and I have no idea if he heard it. I could just scream to the sky for God and still no awnser. The only reason I feel to be saved is because I don't want to be thrown with the danmed with Satan on Judgement day into the lake of fire. I know people think this is crazy but that is going to happen in a diffrent reality than this one someday after we die. I seek Jesus alot. When I think about revenge I usally want to contact Satan email the illumiati. The spiritual relm confuses me because I don't know how to operate with spirtual entities like Satan. BUT I've realized if im with him then Im going into the bottemless pitt with him so. That's whats given me the choice to stay with Jesus.
I think I already awnsered my own question. The best revenge is success and moving on with life and showing that person that you made something of yourself. BUT I have so many complications that are in the way like bad attention span and preventing me from keeping a stable job.
Oh I don't need much responses. I just need people to read this.
I'm still hanging in there. I will post my progress good or bad here on this site.
Cheers...no fear
Matt
poster:rjlockhart04-08
thread:997804
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