Posted by hyperfocus on April 9, 2011, at 0:01:41
In reply to hp, hope you're well (nm) » floatingbridge, posted by floatingbridge on April 8, 2011, at 15:27:35
I feel better fb, thanks for your concern. I'm starting to sort of process the whole thing and just trying to put in the past. It wasn't the memories of the whole experience, really, that shook me. I've had acute dysphoric states in the past that were painful, sometimes intense and lasted longer. It's not really about how painful the last time was - it's just those particular images and thoughts that found their way into my mind that I find disturbing and hard to put away. Like I never saw things that way and I didn't really know a place like that existed.
But I mean a lot of people on PB have probably experienced this at some point or another so I'm not alone. I'm glad I have people like you who care about me.
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