Posted by Fivefires on February 13, 2010, at 13:43:38
In reply to Re: testing, posted by tea on January 24, 2010, at 17:04:36
No progress re: testing because too ill w/ only 2-3hrs of sleep and then maybe 2hrs more only if medicated, whole back on fire w/ what I guess is fibromyalgia and it has doubled my back pain and this has whittled my relief w/ oxycodone down to a mere 2hrs 4x a day and my days are 18-19hrs long -_-, severe hot/cold sweats w/o relief, fatigue crippling, withholding of validation by my nearest dearest support, withholding of any sleep med which does not cause muscle rigidity, a taper xanax down then to valium instead of xanax into valium, prior two prob' triggering some rejection or detachment fears exacerbating anxiety to more frequent panic, eating vegies and fruit, pushing water, out of vite-D for too long, no $ for prog/test cream not covered by insurance, broken car, and pressure to make decision about physical movement prob' increasing stress, and i know if something xanax is lowered it will trigger another SHUTD*WN. My mind and body can't take another, i don't think. Difficult .. haven't a pain specialist yet ! .. I been lookin' for one over 5freakin' yrs! I think I'm suffering withdrawal, in and out all the time. Been on same dosage of Perc*cet at 5+ yrs. Been on current xanax reg prob' 3 yrs. pdoc doesn't want to start Valium until down some on Xanax and it's NOT GONNA' WORK!!! I tried a couple days and now I am sooo much worse. I can't shower much less go anywhere for testing. A Medrol dosepak helped me to do dishes and after a rest am going to start on laundry.
tks to all iheartyouguys
5f
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