Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on June 27, 2009, at 0:16:11
Well, how did it trigger the cardiac arrest?
You know i've wrote a article on narcotic's, to warn people, yet sometimes they are needed in cases. Dexedrine and Prozac are 2 medications that "vital" get (i've taken, which function fine, if you have a Martini with it....your going to have side effects that are not good, it's the tempation of Alcohol, yet [it does!] provide relief from stress, it causes damage in some other area's, unfortunatly, man you know is there anything that would be "safe and sound", ... mental functions going. Before even when i was kid, i would get depressed, when i was 7, is that possible? "Yoga" "Meditation", yet have you ever been so stressed, and "rattled" to danm point, of explosion, people wag their heads, "dude, you need calm down"...chill out. Do you want to see how many, nuerons are going, because life is hard to keep up with! spell a effein siezure coming at a magnitude of 10! Still, if I had one...they would say "What is it??" Spell idiots straight out. Serious. Dr-bob seriously, this has happned so much, people are blind, grandmal siezure, serious! get these peep's away from me now!
Mixing Alcohol, that's common sense, been known for ages, 1700's-now. Opiates, from the past. It's all a matter of choice and circumstance, that lead to cause.
First to Micheal Jackson:
This man was not a major influnce on [my] life, yet, the generation which i grew up in was passed that time. Before it, Paula Abdul, Madonna, Micheal Jackson, Price, Def Leppard (please forgive me forspellings) Peter Gabriel, Journey.
Yet even before that era' mid 80's, the early 80's, the late 70's, till the very opening of his career, his voice was heard, and loved, inspired the generation of the 1970's, with some other's. That...i don't know how trend's, or an era is founded, yet he set, by himself, an era that was followed for 20 years, the horrible thing, i was thinking this last night, i couldnt not get to sleep. He wanted a "childhood" that he never experienced as maybe to put it my own version (just growing up in America, and having the joy of being a Kid, and knowing what the best times where the best...there too much, childhood links alot of stuff to adulthood.
If something happened during childhood, it will effect the "ripple" effect growth on-to adulthood, because you look back sometimes on the past just....(you rerember stuff?). A extreme exampple if this is valid: Sybil
Anyways, the generation he gave an inspiration, beat,trend to look up too, Madonna took, a similar "image" or impact, but in her own way, (where all diffrent) in 1984. Again in 1989-1990, once again in 2007, those where her peak years, of impact to society. Maybe to her own self, she trying to find an image, yet to give to the audiance which she want/s finds good/it should follow.
Everyone can do this, it's just the position, your in, when you know you can make a magnatude of "8" out of 10 on, society, by speech, being your self- setting moral images, for people to follow. Some people just "click" the image once they see it, other's want to be it. You can be who, ever you are, just look in the mirror, boast, get into shape, and get into the groove. This is just to someone in general to know that, it's just the realization of awareness you have to do it.
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Anyways, really....sometimes, when life become's a living hell because, everything is horrid, he took alot of hit's from the media and that damage'd his image, inside and out. And the influence, of people on him. Could they not see, what, inside? what was the first, only thing that he wanted? or didnt not understand?
I just clearly see, it....i thought about it, for a couple hour's, alot of his fear's, could of been from childhood, yet I can't say. That is natural! yet it was beaten beaten beaten, over by the press, because someone made it a trend, to make fun, at him. Erase all that pain, and the true longing inside, was transparent, i think, he should of lived out his dream, yet attacks, torn it down to death, or to a place where, "derealization" can happen "Why is all this happening?" That's from, dissociation and trama from both the past, present, Get da Picture?
Youknow....and having 1 image against society, which had an impact and gave society! trend, an inspriration to look up too! due!
Someone who, wanted....made their dream come true, to meet a true star, he had pure talent. "Gift" to people, in his era.
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That's all, alot of this could be from mixed antidepressant's and "derealization" and eventually the mind can "collpase" just like support, when it is taken away, the whole structure collpasses. It's the love inside that keep's the fire going, and someone had/needed to tell that. Narcotic's use, think about it, after all the beat, you can only take so much....I've said, "Anyone, not like this life?" in other conversation's people say "ugh! what is that!??" get up and leave, I mean, come on....sometimes, life makes you say "YUK". Get what i'm saying?
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This is to Micheal Jackson, in a support from someone, if you where still here.
good night
rj
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