Posted by SLS on June 20, 2009, at 8:03:25
In reply to Response to bleuberry, posted by Frustratedmama on June 20, 2009, at 7:37:31
I am sorry that you are so low. I know what it feels like because I was there for years and years.
Everything you describe is what I was then and could be again. I am only about 35% improved at the moment and have hit what seems to be a wall, but that is certainly better than where I had been.
I wish I could somehow suck the blackness out of your head and allow you to surface and breathe clean air again. Since I can't do that today, I encourage you to live one moment at a time to get through the day and to try to use all of what little God has given you to work with - which isn't much. I know that everything is a push. Push, push, push. For now, what choice do you have.
Is there anything that you can use as a distraction to make the time pass?
Believe me, you are among friends and people who have experienced what you are suffering now. Don't be afraid to write out of frustration, or anger, or desperation, or sadness, or anything else. Sometimes, the Social board can provide some sense of comradery and unconditional support.
Hang in there.
- Scott
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